作词 : Rat Jesu/Murrumur Mumu
作曲 : Rat Jesu/Schizoscriptures
I see how you look at me
Like something dead, bringing disease
An awful stare, I hardly breathe
To be repaired indefinitely
You always notice when I'm near
Your eyes tinged with hints of fear
Or maybe it's disgust
Being human's way too much
I'd rather be a blob of flesh
A contraption built for death
I'll be the monster that you see
Everything you don't want me to be
Covering my eyes when I'm outside
Cold, ice-cold stares penetrating every angle
I can't take it, I can feel your words
They're just words, they're just words
They're just words, they're just noise
They're just spiralling out into wars
I was never wanted there and so I disappeared
They could kill me if they wanted but for now, they just stare
Like a nail inside my skull
An image pierced through the steel hull
They string me up by the wrong name
Can't feel the pulsing in my veins
I only feel the stares
I wish I didn't care
Failing to remember any day, any week, any month
Phasing out, falling down under blur
Feels like it's implanted in my head so to speak
Pacing 'round and 'round in circles while I'm eaten by the birds
Buried off the backroads
Overexposed
What's the color of my hex code?
What's the color of my hex code?
I wish I was a frog
I don't wanna care about you
I'd rather be a fairy than an alien
Winged like an avian, glowing like a gradient
Ditch another alias and find a new ingredient
Lilith full of lithium and Seroquel, just let her in
And it works like clockwork
Sew together patchwork
Pulling teeth from the sleepers
I promise it could always get worse
Can you tell me when it's over?
Can you tell me when it's over?
Can you tell me when it's over?
Can you tell me when it's over?